ANOTHER NEW BEGINNING Poems #33, #34, and #35

 

My goal is to post all 70 poems from Another New Beginning by October 22, 2016. Once complete, rather than having to search for past poems throughout this site, a special linked page on this site will list of all the articles:
 

 "ANOTHER NEW BEGINNING essays"

 #33

Going Out

 

 

Remember staying home alone,

while the parents went out?

Watching Gunsmoke on television

and drinking chocolate malted milk. 

Later, sneaking beer and

lighting cigarettes at open windows. 

On and on until

we stayed out all night

and the parents

stayed home alone.

Where they no longer drank beer or

smoked cigarettes

but watched Johnny Carson on television

and ate Jiffy popcorn. 

Life goes on as Cowboys

justify their horsepower.

And Letterman signs off. 

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It’s so easy to start singing The Statler Brothers’ song, “...smoking cigarettes and watching Captain Kangaroo...” Of course, the song is about one man’s lonely life while the above poem relates to teens sneaking a smoke while the folks are out with friends. Everyone longs for something.

Remember watching “cowboy” shows like Wagon Train, The Rifleman, Wanted Dead or Alive, and Have Gun–Will Travel? Or “comedies” like The Adventures of Ozzie and Harriet, The Donna Reed Show, The Jack Benny Show, and Leave It to Beaver. Back then, they were allowed to advertise cigarettes during commercial breaks; adults even smoked in televised shows. 

National television ran advertisements that glamorized smoking. The wording guaranteed it was healthy: “More doctors smoke Camels than any other cigarette.” and “27,679 physicians say ‘Luckies’ are less irritating.” 

As we aged, television didn’t change all that much. Late night programs differed in name only, first Jack Parr and Johnny Carson; then David Letterman and Jay Leno. “Cowboy” shows followed a pattern also. From Paladin’s Have Gun-Will Travel to Raylan Given’s Justified, it was non-stop shooting and killing in the name of justice around the country. 

Only “comedy” changed - drastically. 

Life might have seemed easier when we were watching free television and popping Jiffy-Pop popcorn over the stove. Maybe it wasn’t easier, only different . . . but the same.

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#34

Letterman Style

Today’s Top Ten reasons

why people born in 1945

can be happy about

living past 70:

 

10. Whatever hasn’t killed you yet, you can probably keep doing.

 9. People continue to offer you their seat, everywhere.

 8. You can look forward to sequels of Jurassic World.

 7. Jägermeister will still be sold in those little 50ml bottles that fit in the coin slot of your walker wallet (see #10).

 6. Your Facebook friend count will keep growing.

 5. You replaced Windows 8.1 with Windows 10 and know you’ve still got decades to figure it out.

 4. You experienced Bruce Willis/Demi Moore and Jackie/Kelso reunions (with no one getting “Punked”.)

 3. Chances are good you will join in the pageantry of Queen Elizabeth II's retirement, thanks to William and Kate (and George an Charlotte). 
 2. You can witness what comes after Blu Ray.
 1. You may learn what it's like to have a woman take over the White House --as POTUS, (and celebrate or not: your choice.)

This is one of those lists that will be fun to update as time goes on. How many Facebook friends did you have before your last birthday, and how many have you gained since then? Which of the people listed in #4 are married, to each other, again? Is Windows still counting or did it stop at 10 point something or other? And how many sequels can Jurassic Park stand before Jeff Goldblum’s chaos theory destroys the world? 

 

Even as I was writing this particular “poem” the gossip magazines were reporting an upset in the royal matrimonial suite. The slings and arrows of debates and caucuses and rallies and primaries had barely begun.

 

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#35

Celebrate

Red, white or pink poinsettias
are said to bring wishes of celebration

 

So often she wanted to believe

It was over. Wish the pain

Would evaporate with the

Next summer’s breeze. 

She prayed for control

Over ever-threatening

Salty tears

While the years played out.

 

Drifting in her mind

Like autumn leaves,

The school report cards and

Newspaper articles still beckoned.

 

“Time to do something

With his things,” she says.

But more a question

Then a decision to act.

 

“Why now?” they ask, all the while celebrating her strength to live.

 

A loved one dies, and those left behind try to pick up the pieces and move on. Each hour is comprised of placing one foot in front of the other to keep advancing forward without knowing if the result is worth the effort. One day, the pain subsides for many moments longer than any preceding span of time. Finally, only precious souvenirs of school days and confirmation photographs serve as reminders of happier times. 

As the years wear on, yellowed newspapers and curling tablet paper begin to fade along with the memory. For what purpose, to prolong the pain? The decision has been delayed for such a long time. Is it not time to let go, putting to rest that which can no longer be?

No. 

Rejoice as you clutch the tangible reminders that represent a significant portion of your heart and soul. Do not let go until you decide that you are ready, if ever. There is no weakness in holding onto memories, only strength worth celebrating.

 

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